first time ....

this is the frist time i feel scaring after my exam .....
dun know why ....
i have strongly believe i will fail in MRIP ...
it is too hard to do ...
today ,
i know that my understsnding in study is got problem ....

but it is the first subject only ...
my tear start appear in my eys
want crying....
maybe i no suitable for study ..
i ..
feel sad and hurt....
start give up .......